On porn and the enjoyment of it.

So I have been considering the many ways to make this project more about self discovery.  About getting to know me specifically, and in doing so I am taking time to think about the things that I somewhat like to indulge in.

One of the things that I spent a copious amount of time doing was searching for and viewing pornography.  The thrill of the search was not to just watch the images, after all apart from size color and shape, sexual organs are the same.  Added to that, not all of the models were aesthetically appealing, at least to me. I enjoyed searching for porn, before the the cloud, high bandwidth broadband, and dual core processors, in order to screw the man-  in order to get the most content for free.

I don't enjoy searching, looking for/at porn any more, because its now widely available, and free.

I guess in thinking about my attitude towards sex, is that I love the chase.  It could also mean that sex, or the image thereof, is more appealing to me when I have to work for it.

I wonder who has the same view.